The Apology Ill Never Receive Chords

[Intro]
Bb C F
 
[Verse]
           Bb
I know its unexpected
 
Just give me a second
              C                                 A
I need to say sorry for the things I did to you
              Bb
When you were younger
 
To you and your mother
                 C
If only I'd have known back then the damage it would do
 
[Pre-Chorus]
A                Dm
I've watched you fight with addiction
    C
and struggle with commitment
A
Couldn't help but think of you as a
Bb
thorn in my side
    Dm                   C
Withdrew my affection to teach you a lesson
F                       Bb
oh, what a waste of our time
 
[Chorus]
Bb
But there's no knock on my door
                         C
There's no please can we talk
   Dm
No sorry for all of the pain that I caused
F         Bb
We're not sat in my kitchen
            C
with quiet forgiveness
Dm                                             Am  F
I thought you would find your way here but you didn't
     Bb                     C               Bb
I'll write myself the apology I'll never receive
 
[Interlude]
Bb C F
 
[Verse]
             Bb
Too young at eleven to learn of deception
                C
Standing on the doorstep you were screaming out my name
    F         Bb
The day I got married I know you were angry
                   C
But that's a conversation I'm not brave enough to face
 
[Pre-Chorus]
Am        Dm
So I kept you at a distance
        C
Watched you try to fix it
F                                    Bb
See the pain written on your face it reminds me of her
Dm                    C
Its hard remember all our years together
Am F  Am           Bb
And I hate that it hurts
 
[Chorus]
Bb
But there's no knock on my door
                         C
There's no please can we talk
   Dm
No sorry for all of the pain that I caused
F         Bb
We're not sat in my kitchen
            C
with quiet forgiveness
Dm                                             Am  F
I thought you would find your way here but you didn't
     Bb                     C               Bb
I'll write myself the apology I'll never receive
 
[Interlude]
Bb C F
Bb C Dm
 
[Outro]
Dm
I can't keep on waiting
    F
For you to say sorry
Am                    Bb
All of the anger it's poisoned body
F                        C               F
If you you ever listen to this song I've written
Am            F            Bb
I want you to know you're already forgiven
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