F64 Chords

[Intro]
C  D Em
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[Verse 1]
C                             D
 Ayo Jam, this is a letter to you
            Em
It's been a while, but it's been hard for me to get in the booth
D         C
 Since we lost spoke, I become a father of two
D           Em                                 Bm
 Tryna live life with a smile, but that's been harder to do
       C
'Cause all I wanna do is talk about you
          D                 Em
But these tears won't let me talk about you
                                D
We should've known that we'd be lost without you
C                                   D
 Therapy sessions diggin' deep in depression
        Em
I got a life full of blessings
              Bm
But this just breaks my fuckin' heart
C                                        D
 At your birthday, couldn't even crack a smile
       Em                                                D
I just cried and left the party, Neesh I'll see you in a while
       C                                         D
Headed to the mural, got some jerk wings and plantain
            Em                               Bm
'Cause that is the way that me and you would celebrate it
        C                                                      D
I never knew you touched the stuff, 'cause you'd always bad me up
       Em                                               D
If you saw me more than drunk, you always hated what it does
       C
Before Lyra I just stopped, I haven't even wanted one
            Em                             Bm
I can't get over this, it's fucked, man, I wished I'd known
           C
And yo, we cried for nine nights in your family home
D            Em
 Laid you to rest in the ground, but without a stone
D            C
 You know it hits me most at moments, now when I'm alone
D      Em                             Bm
 Every morning I remember that you're really gone
 
 
[Chorus]
            C                                    D          Em
'Cause it's been a long night and I cry 'cause I miss my brother
                            D         C
You know for life, got your sis and mother
                            D                Em
And day and night, it still hits that you're gone
          Bm                           C
And right now I'm spillin' tears in my cup
                              D       Em
You left the world before you met Jupiter
                                     D    C
Wish you'd have known you would be a godfather
                          D         Em
You would've loved lovin' my little girls
           Bm                         C
If not for them, I'd be down with the world
 
 
[Verse 2]
                              D
Was there two hours after you passed
         Em                                      D
Speedin' east to west, silent in the back of the car
            C                                                 D
Was at your mum's, there all week, tryin' to make sense but I can't
      Em                                        Bm
And although it's been a year, I still feel the pain in my heart
                C
'Cause you were there from the start
                              D              Em
The day we met, yeah, I moved in and we were never apart
                            D                 C
People assumed that we were lovers, but we're brothers in arms
                  D                  Em                 Bm
Symbiotic bond of love and gave each other a chance, my God, ah
N.C.                        D         Em
Fuck sake, lately I've been cryin' so much my lungs ache
              D       C
Teardrops all over my shirt like blood stains
              D      Em                       Bm
And I know to heal a heart, it must break, but I'm done prayin'
    C
They gave me a shovel at your burial and
D                Em
Watchin' you get lowered is somethin' I can't forget at all
    D               C
And people find and stop me in the street and say it's terrible
D               Em                                Bm
 But they don't know you like I knew you and they never will
       C                                                D
No one saw the nights turn into day when we were battle rappin'
       Em                                                D
No one saw the belly laugh, and every train to somewhere random
       C                                               D
No one saw the holidays, and then our first experience clubbing
       Em                                 Bm
No one knew the things you did for me and never asked for nothing
       C                                                D
No one read the conversations of the moves that we were planning
       Em                                              D
No one knew about the way you felt the scene left you abandoned
       C                                                       D
No one knew about your fears 'cause you would hide them with a smile
       Em                                 Bm
No one knew when people took an inch, you would give 'em a mile
                C                         D
'Cause that was always Jamal, SB to the crowd
             Em
They used to shout your networth, but they don't mention it now
D           C
 They hear about your good deeds and infectious smile
D         Em                                     Bm
 A golden heart that's still remembered is worth more than a crown
           C                                      D
I promised sixty-four bars and now I keep it to Tanisha
       Em                                          D
Mummy, Isaac, the gang, but I just wish that you'd seen it
          C                                            D
I can't accept that you're gone, or the grief that I'm feeling
            Em                                  Bm
I prayed to God for answers, but He still won't give me a reason
         C                                          D
I think about you every day, nothing will take this pain away
Em
  I'll keep your legacy amazing, mate
D          C                                           D
 The conversations at your grave's the only way to be close
N.C.
I know you'll greet me with a smile on the day that I go
 
 
[Chorus]
            C                                    D          Em
'Cause it's been a long night and I cry 'cause I miss my brother
                       D         C
And for life, got your sis and mother
                        D          Em
You know I cry 'cause I miss my brother
      Bm       C   D Em
My brother was SB.TV
 
 
[Outro]
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