Complex Chords

[Intro]
C  C/A  Em  F
 
[Verse 1]
C
I'm twenty-one
 
The edge is razor thin
Am            Em
Between being numb and feeling everything
F                                    C
Good days only serve as relief again
 
[Pre-Chorus]
          F                         C
Now I'm watching as I waste away my days
 
And then
         F
It's a cross dissolve
                             C
It's a scene I've played before
          F
And the leading role that I thought I'd hold
         Am       G        F
Doesn't listen to me anymore
 
[Chorus]
                     C                   Em/B
But I'm wearing his boxers, I'm being a good wife
               Am                     F
We won't be together, but maybe the next life
                 C                     Em/B
I need him like water, he lives on a landslide
              Am                         F
I cry in his bathroom, he turns off the big light
             C                         Em/B
I'm being a cool girl, I'm keeping it so tight
             Am                           F
I carry him home while my friends have a good night
                 C                         Em/B
I need him like water, he thinks that I'm alright
                 Am                    F
I'm not feeling human, I think he's a good guy
          C
But it's complex
        Em/B   Am  F
It's a complex
        C
It’s a complex
       Em/B   Am  F
I’m a complex
 
[Verse 2]
C
Triangular, I can see them now
Am                Em
Three points at which I let myself down
F
I was just a girl, what's the excuse now?
C
Too regular, this pattern
C/B Am                     Em
I've been taking shelter in reaching new highs
F                                   C
When I was nineteen I wanted to die
 
[Pre-Chorus]
        F
Now I just want to kill you
                                     C
But I don't want to paint you the victim
       F
And I talk a good game
                                      C
I'd die for just the promise you'd listen
 
[Chorus]
                     C                   Em/B
But I'm wearing his boxers, I'm being a good wife
               Am                     F
We won't be together, but maybe the next life
                 C                     Em/B
I need him like water, he lives on a landslide
              Am                         F
I cry in his bathroom, he turns off the big light
             C                         Em/B
I'm being a cool girl, I'm keeping it so tight
             Am                           F
I carry him home while my friends have a good night
                 C                         Em/B
I need him like water, he thinks that I'm alright
                 Am                    F
I'm not feeling human, I think he's a good guy
          C
But it's complex
        Em/B   Am  F
It's a complex
        C
It’s a complex
       Em/B   Am  F
I’m a complex
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