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[Verse 1]
      Am
Oh, I ran once
              Fadd9
Took my fight across the ocean
  E7
I thought if I could make my way
 E7
Across the sea, I'd find a place
        Am
Now I'm swallowed up
               Fadd9
By a city that doesn't give a fuck
   E7
To whether I am up on time
   E7
Or whether if I'm, well, alive
        Am                           Fadd9
And I'm so good, getting too good at hiding
            E7
Too good at keeping to myself
          E7
That I'm spiraling
 
 
[Verse 2]
       Am
I have fell before
                  Fadd9
For some who have wanted me more
                E7
Than I could've wanted them
             E7
Some call it selfishness
        Am
But I'm so scared
                     Fadd9
I'm so scared of the voices
                   E7           E7
They're telling me I'll end up alone
 
 
[Verse 3]
     Am
Oh I heard once
                          Fadd9
You only love when you're lonely
                          E7
And you smile when you're hurting
              E7
So it doesn't concern them
        Am
But I'm so tired
            Fadd9
I'm just so tired of hiding
                E7
I'm so tired of keeping to myself
          E7                 Am
That I'm spiraling out of control
Fadd9             E7           E7
  I'm so tired of keeping to myself
            Am
Aaah, ah ah ah
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