Hate Myself Chords

[Chorus]
F                        Am
 I don't see you like I should
                      G
You look so misunderstood
                  Em
And I wish I could help
 
But it's hard when I hate myself
 
F                          Am
 Pray to God with my arms open
                            G
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
                 Em
And I wish I could help
N.C.
But it's hard when I hate myself
 
 
[Verse 1]
 F
Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
 
They bring out the worst in me
                      Am
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
 
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
         G
All the core beliefs
 
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
         Em
I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me
 
Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak"
             F
It's kinda weird
 
Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
              Am
That's more deceit, more defeat
 
Is this really what I'm born to be?
                                                 G
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
 
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
 G
Need help, but you can't help me
                  Em
What else can the world sell me?
 
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock
Em
But it's not healthy
 
 
[Chorus]
F                        Am
 I don't see you like I should
                      G
You look so misunderstood
                  Em
And I wish I could help
 
But it's hard when I hate myself
 
F                          Am
 Pray to God with my arms open
                            G
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
                 Em
And I wish I could help
N.C.
But it's hard when I hate myself
 
 
[Verse 2]
  F
Yeah, late nights get the best of me
 
They know how to get to me
                Am
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
 
But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief
          G
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
 
What is success when hope has left you?
     Em
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
 
I'm sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
F
 Come across like it's so easy
 
But I feel like you don't need me
                      Am
When I feel like you don't need me
 
Then I feel like you don't see me
                                     G
And my life has no meaning, drain me
 
Hands out, tryna ask for love
G
But when I get it, I just pass it up
                                 Em
Throw it away and think about it later
 
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
Em
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
 
I'm scared because
 
 
[Chorus]
F                        Am
 I don't see you like I should
                      G
You look so misunderstood
                  Em
And I wish I could help
 
But it's hard when I hate myself
 
F                          Am
 Pray to God with my arms open
                            G
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
                  Em
And I wish I could help
N.C.
But it's hard when I hate myself
 
 
[Verse 3]
F
I walk through the ashes of my passions
                                         Am
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
 
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
                                          G
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
 
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
                                     Em
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
 
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking
                                          F
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
                    Am
But I can't have it
                                          G
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
                    Em
But I can't have it
N.C.
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
 
 
[Chorus]
F                         Am
  I don't see you like I should
                      G
You look so misunderstood
                  Em
And I wish I could help
 
But it's hard when I hate myself
F                           Am
  Pray to God with my arms open
                              G
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
                  Em
And I wish I could help
                                  F
But it's hard when I hate myself
          Am
Hate myself
                               G
But it's hard when I hate myself
          Em
Hate myself
                                F
But it's hard when I hate myself
 
 
[Outro]
                  Am
When I hate myself
                                  G
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
             Em
I hate myself
                      N.C.
It's hard when I hate myself
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